I’ve been thinking for days and weeks, probably months, on and off, about what I can only call reconciliation. I’ve tried to find a different word, for no actual good reason that I can think of, but it still always comes down to reconciliation being the perfect expression of what I am describing. In many ways I’m still reeling from a multi-year depression during which I treated a number of people who are dear to me in variously shitty ways. I’m realizing that I have very sele